as u all see above ..I'm failed
does not fit to attend the interview at all ..absolutely I'm in mournful,forlorn,wistful etc ..
but I really had to be as solid as the iron coated with magnesium ..never rust at all even the presend of air and water ..
It means I really had to accept this as my journey of life ..I am fully achived the teenagers world ..
as the saying goes ..trouble before ,have fun later ..there must be a wisdom in each things ..
I convinced that He must set the best for me ..I know He love me ..I certain that He had determined my successfull ..Insya Allah ..